The Story of my Life

Things shave been going really well for us lately.  We’ve talked about so much, and I hope, got so much further in our understanding of each other.  I’m so deeply in love with you to the point it’s almost insane.  No matter how much I could ever try or want to, I could never even begin to attempt to stray my mind from thoughts of you.

I keep pondering over thoughts of our future together.  What we’ve talked about with living together and our eventual move to another state.  Maybe I am thinking so far ahead because it is when I’ll finally be able to be around you as often as time will allow for.  I know that my thoughts are rushing too far ahead into the future, but I’ll keep my actions from doing so.  I just can’t help but look forward to the day that we marry.  I’m sure that day will be perfect.

I probably won’t send this via mail since you told me that you would prefer me to stop sending mail.  But I do hope that you receive and reply to it soon.

Can’t stop loving you,

Navarr T. Barnier
Nov. 25, 2008
♥

So, the other day, the wonderful love of my life had a premonition of our children.  I’ll tell you what she told me, wishing I could be more descriptive:

• They’re Twins, a Male and Female
• They have dark, curylish hair
• They have beautiful green eyes
• They’re “frighteningly beautiful” (what does that mean, ladies?)

I can’t wait to see them in real life <3

O’Hagan Crest
Originally uploaded by Navarr

This is my family crest. I drew this for English 4, but thought I’d post it to my blog.

Kyriaelison is her mother’s spelling of the phrase used commonly in Catholicism, “Kýrie, eléison” which is the transliteration (into latin) of the Greek Phrase “Κύριε ἐλέησον”

The phrase itself means “God, Have Mercy”.

Women have three super powers:

• They can get wet without water
• They can feed men without food, and
• They can make boneless meat rock hard

When she got back from the theatre around 2:30am her time; she apologized for yelling at me, and we seem to have made up.  I hope I get a good chance to talk to her today.

I miss her, and love her..

This whole article will be ranting about the love of my life, Kyriaelison.  Feel free to ignore it.

I thought at first that today was going to be just another ordinary Thursday (木曜日) night.  I had just gotten out of Japanese Class and was headed home when I texted Kyriaelison, the love of my life.  I missed her a lot today, I had only managed to get one response out of her during the day, and it’ was already past 9:30pm her time.  I told her I was coming home, and she told me she was at the movies.  Out of curiosity, I asked her who with and she responded with the names of two of her accompanying friends and then told me “not that it’s any of your business.”

I, of course, agree to an extent.  It is her business, not mine; but I feel that she doesn’t have to be so rude about it.  Is it not common for a guy or girl to ask their significant who they’re with?  I told her it was hurtful, and was rude, and indirectly that I really didn’t like it.  And she got annoyed with me to the point she didn’t want to tell me she loved me.

She told me to leave her alone, a few messages after telling me that she wouldn’t be home tonight.  (She never told me she’d be unavailable.. it would’ve been nice to know, y`know?  I do try to talk to her every night.)  And continued ranting about how it was none of my business, she could be there with Chris for all it mattered.

When I ask her why she’s annoyed at me for such a simple thing, she goes on to tell me that, and I quote:

“Because it’s not your business.  It bothers me that you need to know everything about my life”

I explained to her that I wasn’t, that I was acknowledging I’m not the only person in her life, that she’s the love of mine, and I’d just kind of like to know who I have to share her with.  (Which I totally meant in a non-object oriented way, of course, I’m not like that).  She never replied, of course, because she was so upset.

I, of course, did not hesitate to mention this to my best friend that I talk to almost every night, and she said that Kyri is acting like she has something to hide.  Now, I don’t pretend to know women enough to understand this, but I have nothing to argue that point over with.  Thinking about it, it does.  Why does she get so upset that I just want to know who she’s with?  I know she’s my one and only, and I have very good faith that she’d never be disloyal to me.. so why does it insult her so much?

There is indeed still a lot about Kyri that I don’t know; but that doesn’t change the fact that I love her.. In fact, we talked about our future accommodations together just yesterday, and where we wanted to move.. why does it insult her so much that I want to know more about her.. isn’t that proper?  Wouldn’t a good boyfriend want to know more?  Want to know who she’s with?

Sometimes, when I look at it, it truly seems that there is a lot she’s not telling me about herself, even when I ask.  It’s bothering me just a little bit.

I guess that’s all I have to say.  If we were living together; I’d be sleeping alone tonight.

My Life’s Collage
Originally uploaded by Navarr

Just a little collage detailing my life that I thought I’d share with y`all.

I own everything in it. It was scanned into my computer and constructed using Photoshop CS3 (as per the requirements of the project)