The Story of my Life

Almost lover is a deep, sad song that Kyri and I used to hold dear to us.  Whether or not it’s still relevant, or even appropriate for our wedding, I don’t know.

#songsForOurWedding

I just heard this song today, and haven’t sent it to Kyri just yet.. but, this is a song that I would like to be at our wedding.  Considering the Lyrics.  It really seems to match how things are with us right now, and how things have generally been with us, so I think its a perfect song for our wedding as we move from this, to truly being together.

#songsForOurWedding

Another song that goes pretty far back for Kyri and I, Fireflight’s “Wrapped in your Arms.”  We have some history with it, and if I remember correctly, it’s already been dubbed “one of our songs,” so look forward to listening to it at the wedding.

#songsForOurWedding

I found this beautiful song by the artist Oren Lavie.  The song was released in 2007 and is part of the album The Opposite Side of the Sea.

• Past Countries
  • Okinawa-dono
  • Hawai’i-chan
  • Texas-kun
• Current Countries
  • Vatican-sama
  • Wales-kun
  • Scotland-kun
  • (North Ireland-kun?)

This is another song Kyri and I love.  I think every time I post one of these songs, I’m going to set a hashtag for them “#songsForOurWedding.”  As they are more than likely songs that’ll be played when we get married.

Something has been bothering me lately, and what bugs me the most about it is I’m not sure if it should even be bothering me…

I still have a lot of envy for Chris, one of Kyri’s exs, and how easy it was for him to simply move into her life.  Of course, when saying this I’m taking seriously something that probably shouldn’t.

When Kyri and I were promised to each other.  They kissed, and he asked her out.  Before she even said yes, he set his relationship status as “in a relationship” on Facebook, with her as the person he was in a relationship with, and she accepted.  Something she has never (still to this day) done with me.

I just don’t know, should I take this seriously or not?  Should I just ignore this completely?  Either way, it still makes me envious of him.

After breaking up with Doelle and Kyri and I getting to this point again, I didn’t even bother with letting myself down by requesting her on Facebook this time, so I removed my relationship status completely, but hers is still “single.”  It just bothers me, a little bit.  I don’t like thinking of her as single.  I guess I’m too possessive still, in that way.

But whatever, I guess.  I still have plenty of time…